Grrrrrr

I'm sick of bad dreams. I sick of having valid reasons to feel this angry. I'm sick of being alone.

In love

I can't help thinking about my boy all day. I miss his voice, his hugs, everything about him. For all intents and purposes i consider him my family. I'm not sure he realises all that he is to me. When i wake up in the morning a wanna see his head on the pillow beside me. I hope he is smiling, because i love his smile as much as i love seeing him happy. He is someone who will probably never fully comprehend how strong he is in my eyes. I wish he would steal me away, change my last name and protect me forever, but until that day comes i hope he's knows that i am completely his

Feeling very weird

I'm feeling very strange today. I can't look at a made bed without jumping on it. I miss my boy and i don't really feel like spending another day stuck at home

Random thoughts

So.. I've been informed that my name could imply that i'm a twilight fan which i didn't even think of because i'm completely clueless to current pop culture. Oh well my wolf knows what i meant